I’m tired and annoyed and I don’t have any patience left to try to share wisdom.
All I wanna do is shut my brain off at the end of the day but there are other things that come first. And sometimes that gets hard.
Rowing life was wonderfully balanced in one sense. I trained hard and focused all day. And then I went to bed early and rested as much as possible. One fed the other and allowed for great training and great sleep.
But that balance doesn’t happen when you’ve got a wife and son and dog and house and myriad responsibilities beyond work. Great sleep – LAUGH.
Perhaps I’m being a baby here. I love my life. And I’m so fortunate. But finding space and time to truly shut off and rest is so hard. Maybe it was just a tough night and I need to calm down and let it go.
Maybe I’m tired and rambling and blah blah blah.
See? No wisdom here. Thanks for enduring this self indulgent mess of a post. Goodnight.
