It’s been four months and some change since I started this project to post once a day. It’s been going great. I feel like I’ve been finding my voice more and more. Sharing things that are important to me. And last night my overwhelming need to curl up and fall asleep overrode my need to post. I forgot. I got into bed and went to sleep and didn’t remember until just now, 5:52 am.
It was bound to happen. Posting once a day is a big responsibility. On top of all my other responsibilities. And I crashed. My basic human need to rest took over.
And it’s ok. Even though I missed a goal to post yesterday I feel like I have been reminded of what is important to me. That I have a standard to hit. That I want to do this. That’s a good thing. And I’ll learn how to better prioritize my time so I don’t forget again. I’ve got a reminder on my phone that pops up each evening but I think I need to focus more on how I can devote my time in a better way.
Once the day gets going you can be swept up in it and carried away. Forget things. Miss things. Half ass things. But to have a standard and stick to it it will take more than just getting it done whenever. I need to have a plan.
So anyway my apologies for missing my post last night. I’ll do my best to plan better in the future. But I am for sure going to keep at it and see this thing through to January 1, 2020.
